AF arrived early this morning. I kinda knew she was coming, but as usual, hoped otherwise! It wouldn't have been so bad if yesterday had gone better. DH's Yukon died yesterday afternoon as he was coming home from golf. We tried jumping it, but that didn't work. We ended up having it towed back to our auto shop in town. He went in this morning to drop the keys off...sounds like it's the alternator...hopefully that won't cost too much! We need to get rid of the piece of junk, but of course owe more than it's worth!!
I've also decided to start selling all the fabric that I've purchased over the last three and a half years to make cloth diapers and stuff out of. We really need the money and I can't get myself to sew anything if we don't have a kid, so I think it's time to let it go. It's soooo sad and hard for me to do this, but I can always buy more if we ever do have a child. My hope is gone for now though. I don't think I can take much more of the heartache. :( I'm trying so hard to trust in God, but I am having a difficult time of it. Please pray for us!
4 comments:
Jenny,
Im really sorry to hear AF arrived. That sucks! I totally know how you feel about finances and everything bad happening at one time...my mom always says, "when it rains, it pours!". I KNOW you will have a child and Im sure it isnt all that comforting to hear that when it isnt happening right now, but I continue to pray for you!
I am so sorry the old hag found you. Infertility really sucks! Sad thing about it is I don't think that it gets any easier ((hugs))
Continue to trust in God...when we fall off of one wagon...we gotta get back up on the next one. (wink)
I left u a msg on my blog
I understand. Last summer when my sister had her annual yard sale I gave her back all the baby stuff she had given me. I've been holding on to it all for over three years; I just couldn't take looking at it any more.
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