Nothing too exciting going on right now. I'm pretty sure I ovulated on Wednesday, so we're now in yet another two week wait! I've still been going to acupuncture, which I really enjoy. The drive is a huge hassle, but so far worth it. Yesterday I think I fell asleep in the short half-hour that I had the needles in me! I feel so relaxed while I'm there and for a few hours afterwards. I wish I could go every day!
We used Preseed for BDing around O time this cycle. We'll see if that does anything!
I honestly feel like I'm getting closer to just giving up on ever having kids. Unless we either a) win the lottery (so we can do more IUIs or IVF or adopt) or b) miraculously get PG on our own, I don't think it's gonna happen. It's fine in some ways I guess...we can do what ever we want and not have to worry about it. But some days, I want to not have that option! I'm sick of being selfish and just thinking about me and DH! I want to be a mom!
Anyways...hopefully this two weeks goes by quickly!
2 comments:
Praying that you get your BFP very soon.
jen! im thinking and praying for you. dont give up hope. you'll be a mom for sure; you've been through alot and i know it will all be worth it when that baby comes!!
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