Don't worry, we've been very good and have obeyed Dr's orders of no sex for 1 week so far. DH is very scared of multiples, so won't go near me with a 10-foot pole!! I'll be glad when the "ban" is off next week!
We are going up to my parents cabin for the long weekend. It will be nice to get away, although we'll be meeting our new nephew who is just over a week old. Not sure how that will go. I hope I'm not an emotional mess over it. I know I will be sad. It's what I want, what I think I should have by now. It's still soooo hard for me to understand (and I probably never will) why this is happening to me. Why did God give me such a strong desire to be a mother and then give me infertility? I know we live in an imperfect world, but sheesh! I really struggle with this. It sucks, cause everyone around me in real life has noooooooooooo idea what I'm going thru. I have to explain a million times why our IUI was cancelled....hello?! 8 eggs could possibly (even if a minute chance) become 8 embryos which could become 8 fetuses, etc!
Okay, I'm off to bed...hopefully I don't have more weird dreams like I did last night!
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