Father's Day...bittersweet

Happy Father's Day to all the father's out there! This is a bittersweet day today. My FIL passed away early Thursday morning. He made it out of surgery, but some of his organs were starting to shut down. DH was able to make it to the hospital and be with his mom before he passed. They were able to talk to him and hold his hand. He went peacefully and painlessly. I drove out Thursday afternoon. The funeral is on Monday.
MIL & FIL have sooo many wonderful and amazing friends, it's unbelievable! They were waiting for her to arrive back at their house! Tons of people have stopped by to tell stories and reminesce about FIL. They've also been feeding us very well!
It is so weird to be in their house without FIL! Tomorrow is going to be the hardest part of all of this. I'm doing a reading at the funeral, hopefully I can get thru it without crying! Wish me luck!
As for my cycle...AF is still a no show, but if she's anything like last cycle, she'll be here when she feels like it! I took a test this morning, it was negative. But of course, like usual, I swear I could make myself see something!!! Oh well! I hope to continue with acupuncture later this week when I return home. I'm also currently reading "The Infertility Cure" to go along with acupuncture. It's very interesting!
Thanks for the comments about FIL. I really appreciate them!! -jenny