Well, I tested out my trigger, up until this Tuesday, which was 10 dp trigger. I then decided to test this morning at 11dpiui, and it was negative. I know it's still early, but I lost it as I drove to my sister's house before work this morning.
If it doesn't work this time, we only have three more treatment cycles that are covered by insurance until we either have a baby or have a documented miscarriage. We absolutely can't afford IVF and the same is probably true for adoption. I can't believe we've come this far in trying to get pregnant! I thought it would happen when I wanted it to like everyone else around me.
I have lots of support online, but very little in real life. I guess today is just one of those
rough days. Hopefully next Tuesday won't be worse.
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