Thursday, April 10, 2008

So far, so good.

Nothing exciting to report. I really haven't had any symptoms other than a mild headache since starting the Clomid on Monday. That may be because I've also tried to stop drinking caffeinated pop!! I really don't have that much, maybe 1-2 cans per day, but that's still too much. It's weird cause I really crave pop a lot! Don't know how to change that one! DH has been really great lately. I got him the Smurfs, season 1 on DVD for his B-Day (which is Monday the 14th), and gave it to him a week early. He absosmurfley loves it!!! :)

In other exciting (for them, not necessarily for me) news...my twin sister found out she is PG with #2....just took tests this week, so very early...but sheesh! I'm happy for them, but sad for me. She doesn't understand what I'm going thru, and I don't think she ever will. This is the one thing in our life that we can't "share" or really know what the other is feeling. It has been difficult for me. I've tried telling her that, but she doesn't get it.
My brother and his new wife found out that the baby they are expecting is a BOY!!! They also moved her due date up to August 21st from September 1st. Another exciting thing for someone else. Of course I'm happy for them, even excited for them. I'm just so sad for us.
In the back of my mind I keep thinking how exciting it would be for all three of us to be PG at the same time...but at the same time I don't like thinking about that, because what if it doesn't actually happen?! With the way stuff has gone in the past 2 1/2 years...I just don't truly see that happening.
I know I should be positive about this working, but why would it actually work now?!?

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